I never became self-employed because of some ache to be my own boss or the next producer of a killer app. Far from it, I had a mission and corporate America had no interest or desire to fund it.
Most people I know who are great at entrepreneur pursuits have a mission. I mean they have this burning in them that won't go away. Even after trying to kill it, they continue onto the unknown, scary and sometimes insane world that is the mission.
So in the end self-employment is merely a vehicle.
This past week two big things came down the pike for me. First, Steve Jobs stepped down as CEO of Apple and Andy Frank thanked me for some unintentional advice. Andy's thank you was the bigger of the two. Andy is working on his "thing" and was lamenting the process of incorporating. I told him that only a mission could make it worth the price paid. It was like holding up a mirror to my own face. A gut check with gusto.
I am on a mission.
For clarity, let me explain my thoughts on the difference between the idea and the reality of self-employment:
- Everyone's self-employed. The gal working at the bank, the guy serving the latte and the partners waiting for their first round of funding. If you haven't noticed we live in a self-directed world. It's scary ironic that more don't get this.
- What you do for money can and will vary. The world of going to one place and doing one job are gone. It's our freaking obsession with comfort that has us unwilling to give up that life. Our work and life will morph and contract in different ways. This is especially true in an ever-changing global economy.
- Infatuation with output is killing us. We see the car, the press release on the millions in funding and we want it! Funny how we choose to ignore the near-collapse experiences of most entrepreneurs. Quite frankly, I don't think I could trust someone who hasn't lost big. Losing big is, or should be, a refining fire.
- Self-employment should produce humility. That's all that needs to be said.
- Our (America) economic woes would be lessened, if not cured, by putting more emphasis on helping entrepreneurs versus the bloated manipulators. Ever notice how many of the big boys manipulate things like lay-offs, write-offs and revenue to produce a shiny result for a group of people they hate. That's not growth, that's Vegas.