In the age of #metoo, I wanted let you in on my hope for my son.
In the age of #metoo, I wanted let you in on my hope for my son.
This post is from February, 2009. It was around the time my father died. Today is his birthday, a fitting tribute.
The above is a concert clip of Eric Clapton performing Broken Hearted. The song is beautiful and fitting for me as I lost my father a couple of weeks ago.
If you read my blog for insights on leadership and development, I hope you will allow me to take a road not often traveled here.
I’m now faced with understanding a void like I’ve never faced before. But what is striking me most is all things I’m learning that didn’t occur when my father was living. When you’re playing your part on the stage of life you just can’t see everything the audience does. I write this with tears.
I won’t give you any advice in this post on how to handle losing a loved one. I’m discovering that a broken heart can make way for something God-Touched.
Legacy is defined by what I leave behind. For the purposes of this post, what I leave behind as a father. A friend told a few weeks back that he could see my legacy through my work (writing, engagements, etc.). Funny how you sometimes don’t think about those types of things when you’re in the midst. It’s still vitally important, regardless.
My friend also recognized that all people have a legacy. He even believes more world problems would be solved if more understood the implications of their legacy. I agree and way too many don’t even consider it.
I want to leave the following behind for my kids:
I’m sure there are more things I want them catch, and not catch. The list represents the lens I see through today.
My friend Marc sent the above short to me today…it is well worth the 5 minutes It appears it was made a couple of years ago. I think about where I was at then. Trying to make sense of a new way working and living. Not having the energy anymore to grade people on "style points." Funny how certain images/places in time stir you.
This short clip was timely, considering my struggle to learn how to live differently-in light of my father's passing.
I've cried today more than I have in a while.
Here's what crossed my heart and mind as I watched the above video:
I have been brief here.
My daughter is not unlike other teens, she's fighting hard to establish her identity. I didn't always realize how much of a role I played in this. Culture at home, at school, at church, are the battlefields.
I only control the home front.
The implications can be daunting for the following:
As I parent, it occurred to me how much she needs me to be REAL. Not some guy who believes that words are not needed or touch is for a baby only. My daughter needs an example of what a REAL man is and is not. She needs my love, my attention and my touch.
BTW, this is so foreign to my history. Change is a great thing.
I made a decision over the weekend to eliminate the word, thought and feeling of busy from my life. As with any habit, i will stumble. But the point was driven home when I spent some time considering my father and what it means to be a father. My examination of that led me to the conslusion of how time goes at the pace it chooses to go and I can either be reactive or proactive. I choose proactive.
In most situations, busy means you're involved in things that won't be brilliant in eternity, or tomorrow for that matter. Busy can also be a signal that you're living under the dogma of someone/something else. You know what I mean; your managing a life that is not your own. Is that really what you want? Do you want to be handed a script every morning telling what your lines are for that day?
Don't be tricked into believing that you can abdicate the responsibility for your life.
So what's so intoxicating about busy? I think, at least in America, it gives a false sense of meaning and purpose. The idea that the more I'm involved in, the more those things will equal to something good and right. But it's even more insidious when we use busyness as a tool to medicate and cope. Sort of like being able to forget (temporarily) about the real pressing issues that are asking for our attention. It can also disarm those who truly want to help. You make the "I'm really busy" statement and they back away. Ironic how we often reject the cure for what plagues us.
My advice to you is to choose life and find the thing(s) that are exclusive to your DNA and pursue them with a good pace. You'll never be busy again.
My wife and I were talking about family values a couple of days ago. Don’t worry, this post has zero to do with politics. We were discussing what’s most important to us and how it impacts the rearing of our kids.
The conversation was brought on by the reality of how busy many families are today. Whether its kids in multiple sports, work, extended family obligations or general responsibilities. Many people are overwhelmed, and not so sure their direction is sound.
As we spoke, it dawned on me how important my time is to my kids. Time to look them in the eyes, time to smile at the miracle they are, and time to lead. As tough as it is to live it out, my family is my second most important value. Consequently, I have said no to many good things in oder to say yes to the best things.
The title of this post is very personal and worth sharing because the subject matter was double confirmed when I read this post (The Brand in the Sand) from Anna Farmery. Anna has a wonderful blog that many of you may frequent titled The Engaging Brand.
Anna’s relationship with her father has inspired me before, but this story touched me in a way that can only be defined as profound. You’ll understand after reading her post. But I hope one day my son and daughter will look back and see me in the same brush strokes that Anna paints of her father.